Afterthought

(From Time)

You were a million dollars yesterday
Now I wonder why I ever stayed
I guess I was just looking for fun
Like everyone

And all the times you said you loved me
And put yourself so high above me
Are all the memories that I
Will now forever try to hide

I tried to kill myself a thousand times
In the hopes that I'd leave you behind
But it's a joke 'cause you and I had fun
Like everyone

But everyday that I got near you...
Secretly, I'd start to fear you
You were the best I ever had
In all the times I made you mad

And if you ever fall in love again
Would you ever want to see me then
Even if you caught me on the run
From everyone?

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